天下没有丑女人, 只有懒女人^^

Saturday, April 27, 2013

五月五,换政府!*不是行动党对抗人联党,也不是民联对抗国阵,而是清廉对战腐败、圣洁对抗罪恶*


大选就快来了。这次大选的口号:五月五,换政府! 咦? 有押韵呢~是啊,55日,会不会是大马改变历史的一天?会不会变天?会不会换政府?这次大选,我没有得投票。原因因为当初觉得多我一票不多,少我一票也不少。可是讲真的,还真有点后悔呢。。。如果我也能投下我的那一票,而到时也真的换了政府,我应该也会有那么一点功劳吧?

打开面子书,满满的都在数落着Ah Jib哥的不是。他老婆的包包、钻戒,白毛的身家。。。当然还有槟城首长林冠英的风光伟绩!其实看到火箭,月亮,眼睛站在同一阵线,顿时让我明白什么叫做“Satu Malaysia”。


历年大选,我都没感觉到大马人民如此的反抗,如此的积极,如此的想要换政府。可见大马人民想通了、看清了、选对了!可是,我觉得称子党应得的。如果他们真的在这次大选中落败,这叫自食恶果。怪不得别人、怨不得别人!怪只怪他们都太贪心了。。。


电视报纸都在说着国政的好,民联的不好。可是电脑一开一上线,什么都不一样了。毕竟现在是网际网络时代了,什么都能在网上看到!恶搞的照片,改编的歌,部落格的文章,每天都像源源不断的在更新着,每天都像在看live Show 一样。


最让我感到反感的,就是那路边挂满篮篮的一马旗帜!曾经,蓝色是我喜欢的颜色之一,可现在,看到蓝色,总觉得哪里不对。亲爱的前政府,怎么你们不懂与其花钱去印传单,还不如设宴席、开演唱会都比这个还值得吗? 大选过后,你们要把这些旗帜怎么处理呢?别告诉我你要在五年后再循环使用。是拿去丢呢还是烧毁呢?不管哪一样,都是在制造垃圾,污染环境。你看民联的,适可而止,才是明智的做法!Lynas已经污染了马来西亚,而现在你们还要再掺上一脚吗?



我觉得这次不是行动党对抗人联党,也不是民联对抗国政,而是清廉对战腐败、圣洁对抗罪恶! 看看刘明福,贪污让人冤死!现今大马真的生病了,病得严重。大马子民,请为自己、为家人、为国家献上一份力。不要像我一样现在后悔着!

还有8天。不管结局如何,都为马来西亚祈福。毕竟这里是我土生土长的地方。加油了,在跟黑势力对抗的勇士们!







Friday, April 19, 2013

We Sure Can Make It 100% Pass in NBE!!!


盼了很久很久很久很久很久很久,我的College Final Exam的成绩终于出炉啦~~~ 感谢老天,我又平平安安的及格了!我一直对自己说,从Sem 1 开始,我就没有不及格而重考过,所以这次也一样!原本以为那一张Medical Surgical Paper会惨不忍睹,可是成绩出乎我意料。真的!一个B+两个B。不是很好的成绩,可是我满意。因为及格对我来说,已经足够。因为那是张通往NBE考场的入门票。

今天,有个女人进来我班而写了以下这东西在班上的白板上。。。我真的不懂,她是要激励我们还是侮辱我们。。。


真的!我看了真的超级的不爽!就是这短短几个看不起我们的字母符号与数字。。。我拼了我的老命也要在NBE及格。。。我一直都知道经验是很重要的东西,可是我们也不是省油的灯。我们可是N2/10Please DONT judge a book by its cover!我承认我们很顽皮,可是我们还不至于您讲的那么糟糕!我们也是有Teamwork的!我们一定会及格的!

加油吧! N2/10~~~

Sunday, April 7, 2013

To My Beloved CI


CI = Clinical Instructor

In my life of being a student nurse, I really want to thanks all of my CI, is really a lot CI been in my student life of nursing… But these few are those stay longest time with me…

Compared to lecturer, I really appreciate CI more… Not say that I forget what my lecturer done to me. But compared to CI, I feel that I will put them forever in my memory. Always! We work together, just like friends, colleagues … We work together, we learn together ( but most of time is I am the one get knowledge from them), we laugh together, we gossip together, we cry together… CI are the one who know my strength, my weakness, my problems… They willing to teach & I willing to learn… *Expect the 2 ladies that I really can’ t follow their ways * You know who I meant… Hehe^^

Yesterday, with some of classmate, we had go for dinner at Kenny Roger Roaster at 1st Avenue.  The dinner not so nice, but the event after dinner is so good which is photo session. CI are crying… My eyes also full of tears but I don’t allowed them to drop… Honestly, I really feel sad when knowing they are leaving me soon… How to say ? Is just like friends that work together for 3 years and now are leaving… And yet, we don’t know that we still can meet each other or not. But if I still at Penang after work, I think I will still keep in touch with my beloved CI.

Let’s me show some of my cute CI picture yesterday night…


She à Miss Farah, my current Mummy & she is my beloved Mummy…For past, now & always ! I had learn a lot from her… Since Semester 1, I always been posted with her. So, she can consider at my “ Nanny ” in my nursing Life… As u know, how important a nanny to a baby, & how she important to me~ 


She à  Miss Queendy, my past mummy, or my step mother? Hehe~ I forgot since when, she start to teach using rationale, & I damn like this way of teaching. This make me really will follow the step by step teach by her…


She à Miss Masuri, a lovely CI… especially when talk to her daughter… Totally show full of LOVE ~ Wish to become her daughter too…. Oops ! Should be sister ! Hehe… Actually I did not follow her since Semester 1… If not mistaken, 1st time I with her is at C1- Pediatric Ward when I was Sem 5. But just only 2 Sem, I feel like so “keberatan” to let her go… But I am happy as she got a good post in Island Hospital. May be will become her junior? Haha! May be… Since she keep on asking me work at Island Hospital~ Hehe


She à Miss Aslina, A CI like to share her story, & I like to listen her story as well… She is a CI that has her own style! So Cool man! Now she is Sister in LGL Specialist Centre.  Hope she will enjoy her new job over there!


She à Miss Quah, A CI garang… But she less work at ward… But she was so good and nice as she willing to arrange my holidays so that I have a longer holiday with family. So suprised saw she also crying. I think may be the bacteria of separate is too strong! And yet she asking, why you all like to cry in shopping mall? haha... What a cute CI! I still remember that the part she cubit me… Cox I had give subcutaneous injection at lower part of patient arm… Since that day, I NEVER inject patient that part anymore! Because its really very painful! Wuwuwuwu T.T


She à Miss Ng, still remember 1st time saw her, I thought that she is a ballet dancer. Why? Because of her hair always neat & tidy with a buns! Plus on the ways she walk just like dancing! A pretty CI and so skillful! But I am very bad… I make she cry before… Still remember that time I had my Night shift with some of my friends at Seberang Hospit.l, due to some problems, she was so angry & cry… Sorry Miss, I really doesn’ t want to make u cry… I m so sorry, Pls forgive me… & Wish u enjoy ur sister Life in Island Hospital~


She à Miss Lai, My Psychiatric CI…Ooops.. This is not meant by she is psychiatric, but I only follow her at psychiatric ward, I think so. Even I did not with her always, but I found that she is a very good counselor just through 1 time conversation… U will have your problem solved if u share your problem to her..

Actually, I got another CI who really help me a lot… But now she at US honeymoon with her hubby~ So she was unable to join us yesterday… But I am pretty sure that we still have chance to meet up, right?

At last, I want to say : My CI, Thank you a lot for guide me along this 3 years. I really appreciate it! I really grateful and thanks GOD that I have such CI like you all… I wish to apologize if I had did something wrong ( I knew I had did it ) or hurt your feeling… I’m SORRY… Lastly, no matter where you go, what you be, I will always here pray for you all… will Miss you all badly (especially when with new CI)


Good Luck + Good Bye, My BELOVED CI… 

Friday, April 5, 2013

My Management , My Trip with My Feeling


Nursing Life 的第一个Management Week, 我过得很忙碌、很累人、很充足。在C19 Oncology Ward, 癌症病房里,我看到那些努力抗癌的病人,我很感动,真的!

Cancer -- 癌症,听起来多么可怕啊!在人人心中、眼中、 脑中, 癌症是不治之症。一旦被证实罹癌,就觉得自己必死无疑。那些旁观者对癌症病人说的话,不外乎是看开点,开心点,不要去想病情,不要去想有多痛,做些别的事来转移注意力。包括我在内,也是这样对我的病人说。可是,我知道,我们不能真正的从他们的角度看世界,因为那真的很不一样!我看过癌症病人病发痛的时候,痛到流泪、痛到入心入肺、痛到连 high dose Morphine也对病人起不了作用、痛到想死!

在短短的五天里,病人不断进进出出,有的积极面对疾病,有些每天以泪洗脸,也有的脱离病魔离开人世。可是,真正的罹癌的病人,有几个真的能积极面对疾病,面对人生?当一Cycle又一CycleChemotherapy之后,一次又一次的Radiotherapy过后,面对大大小小需要的躺在手术台上的Procedure过后,病魔依然穷追不舍,试问还有几个能坚强的和病魔对抗、和疼痛拼搏?在病房里, 有30++个病人,我发现到,只有那么的唯一一个积极的面对她的乳癌复发,每天每天都到不同病人的床边给他们鼓励,要他们加油。我相信,从她嘴里讲出的鼓励,一定比我们这些“平凡人”来的更有说服力。

今天离开病房前,病人哭了,她牵着我的手对我说:你很好,我会想你的。我听到后,心里暖暖的,很感动!这几天里,无论是Incharge还是Runner,我都好忙好忙好忙,忙到焦头烂耳,忙到汗流侠背。其间我突然觉得,护士,这真的是一份要用心、用汗水、用耐心、用不求回报的态度来照顾病人。真的!如果你真的真心对他们,他们感觉的到!每一次看到病人开心出院、每一次看到病人的伤口一天比一天康复、每一次看到病人从整天躺在床到后来能下床走动,往往心里都觉得满满的感动和成就感,觉得一切的努力和辛苦都值得!我希望我会一直一直得以现在这种态度照顾病人。如果到哪一天我累了,我闷了、我没有那颗心了,我会离开护士的圈子。毕竟我不想把病人的性命开玩笑。

Finished of my “Report”of my 1st management week. Now let me talk about my Holiday just passed last 2 weeks. After of College Final Exam, I choose to give myself a relax vacation. Therefore, I decided to go Kelantan for 9 days holiday with my dearest group member à Syakina! If not mistaken, she had invited me to travel to her hometown since we are Semester2, now finally can go already!

Theme of my holidays this time : Back to Natural Life^^


Here are some photo taken during holidays~


1st day arrived at Kelantan, Me & She ( Syakina ) went for blood donation! Same  situation as last blod donation, i had been cucuk both hand~ Pain T.T --> So I decided will donate blood using my big vein at right hand next time~


After so many times of blood donation, this is my 1st time to receive an appreciate Certificate^^




Went to beach with friends, but i not really know what is the beach name~ But I'm sure that is somewhere at Kelantan! hahahahahaXD


Satay Malaysia


Budu


 Is all about FOOD FOOD FOOD~Actually got some more, but i lazy to put them up here~ Is so nice enjoy the food under sky, feel the real nature life~


At Sibu, there also got a Rejang River. But I never have a drink at the river side. But i done it at Sempadan of Malaysia & Thailand~


 The most favorite during this holidays, is the time of every morning wake up time.
Is so damn cold and I can feel the really fresh air here!

That's all about me for past 2 weeks~
^^
See you all next time~~~