天下没有丑女人, 只有懒女人^^

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Good bye May, Welcome June!!!

Hi, my dearest blog! Here today I come back for u to share my experience on 1st time formal interview. Erhem… How to say? I just felt  that my interview was going on so smoothly… And I saw that the comment I have is “Confident ”~~~ with the entrance test result 29/30… Haha^^ So they ask me Good Luck in my NBE and give them a call when pass my NBE… Actually “I” Hospital has quite good offer for me. I think so….  The basic around Rm1500++. Add on all the allowance, is around RM 1900. Not only this, with all the OT and shift allowance, is going to RM2000++ per month. Not only this , for outstation staff, they will provide accommodation for us. So, I think that I will stay and work at Penang.



When I  tell Mummy about this, I knew that she was not happy as me… As she wish me go back Sibu to work… But I feel that if I go back work, seem like waste my 3 years study here… Add on I wish to get a post basic before I went back…Mum, I know what u worried about.. My mum so worry that I am going to married here and won’t go back Sibu. Mum, No worries! I still remember where am I from.. I will go back my original definitely!!!


Haha! Finally I booked my ticket to went home on 15 June!!! Is damn cheap while I taking MAS and only cost me RM166 with 30kg luggage… Now I just wait for June to come! I got one  feeling  that June will be a very busy and wonderful month for me!!! My Nursing Board Exam, My Senior farewell, My Birthday, My Result, My Holiday, My final Decision of my career…



JUNE, Pls be Good to ME~~~

Forget to post this : My changes from year 2010 to year 2013


I Don’t know that does time change me a lot, But I clear that I been more mature throughout the years! Thanks everyone that with me alone the years. No matter good or bad memories, there will be my BEST memory!!!

Saturday, May 11, 2013

给妈妈的一封信


给我唯一老妈:

老妈,首先,先对您说声“母亲节快乐”!!!对不起,你唯一的女儿没办法回家帮你庆祝母亲节。这已经是第几个没我在您身边的母亲节了?算一算,应该是第四个了吧。其实我不敢跟您保证,以后的母亲节,我会不会一定在您身边。毕竟,我并没打算要回到诗巫做工。可是有一点我能保证的事,您永远是我心中的第一!就算我有男朋友或我结婚了,我的男人一定在您之下,永远的第二名。

16年前,那时我7岁,您39岁,他也39岁。可是他,不顾一切,就丢下您,和5个小的和3个老的,仙游去了。而您不愿再嫁,死守着这个家。那时的我还不懂事,还不懂您的辛苦。随着时间的流逝,您的皱纹一天比一天多,白发像要抗议您所付出的幸劳似的拼命的长出来,可您一句怨言都没有。而我,在经历了那么多过后,才恍然大悟您的付出。

妈,对不起。我在外读书,念的是护士,可在您生病时,我无法在您身旁照顾您。请原谅我。所以请您好好的照顾自己,好吗?有时候,您生病了,我也是从哥哥弟弟口中得知。我知道,您不想告诉我是不要让我担心。而且,就算跟我讲了,我也不能马上回去看您。所以您就选择了不说。妈,为了您自己,请对自己好一点,好吗?

从小,每逢母亲节,我就有买花送您的习惯。今年,就算我来到槟城念书了,我还是一直都没中断这个习惯。今年叫了二哥去买。虽然您总会说,不用买了,浪费钱,花放久就谢了,拿钱给您花还比较实际。可是我比谁都清楚,您只是嘴巴说说,当真正买了花送您时,您是会感动的。所谓:知母者莫若女嘛!哈哈哈哈哈

妈,最后我想送首歌给你。



那一瞬间 你放开了指尖
要我勇敢 跨向前
那张照片 学走路的画面
所有爱 不需 语言

离开你身边 外面的世界
我不怕去冒险

只因为
就算我会跌倒 我都记牢
就算我再跌倒 泪不会掉 OH
就让我跌倒 我会微笑
一想到 有你的怀抱让我靠

这一瞬间 你放开了指尖
要我勇敢 奔向前
毕业照片 我们笑得很甜
所有爱 不需 语言

离开你身边 外面的世界
我不怕去冒险

只因为
就算我会跌倒 我都记牢
就算我再跌倒 泪不会掉 OH
就让我跌倒 我会微笑
一想到 有你的怀抱让我靠

(我会很好)
我真的好... 是因为

就算我会跌倒 我都记牢
就算我再跌倒 泪不准掉 OH
就让我跌倒 我学会笑 我知道
我曾经是你的骄傲
我一直是你的骄

妈,我希望我永远都是您的骄傲!

老妈唯一的女儿上


                                    妈, 如果有下辈子,下下辈子,下下下辈子,我还是要做您女儿!!!


Sunday, May 5, 2013

无言的结局。。。


一直以来,我对于政治,真的没有很关心。但这次,我真的开始关心了。甚至担心。55,换政府。可我们换的了吗?现在已经半夜1255分了。然而大选票还没算完?有这么难算吗?Sarawak大多数都国阵赢了,然而还不到十点就算完了,半岛真的有那么难算吗?幸好KuchingSibuLanangSarikeiStampin的火箭都升空了,可是,这有用吗?大马一样肮脏!

停电,重算,还多多少肮脏的手段还没出?只觉得,马来西亚不是个民主的国家吗?我觉得,不是了。在很久很久以前就不是了。。。

真的,我也累了。。。无话可说,无言以对。。。马来西亚,玩完了。