Mum... I really ♥♥♥ You~~~

一股血腥味。。。

但， 接着的是婴儿呱呱坠地的哭声。。。

虽然医生双手充满鲜血。。。

但我觉得那是迎接新生命的象征~~~

♥♥♥

Smell of blood...

But, followed by the newborn baby's cry sound...

Although the doctor's both hand full with blood...

But I feel that is the sign of new life coming to earth~~~

♥♥♥

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Today,

I got the chance to observe normal delivery...

When inside the labour room...

I really feel touching...

All the HO, MO,

and the staff nurses...

Scream of "PUSH", "LAGI", "KUAT SIKIT" , "GOOD", "BAGUS"...

Sincerely...

I really feel want to cry...

I think of my mum...

In my memory,

Mummy said that,

I am the most naughty children among my siblings...

Cox i make her pain for 2 days...

Sorry Mum...

If I know that earlier,

I won' t let u so suffer...

I will come out faster...

It must be very painful if give birth through normal delivery...

Because the mother that give birth totally din' t feel that

the doctor do the episiotomy at her private part...

So that the baby can come out easier...

When I heard the baby cry..

I know that the mother already well done her job...

At that moment,

I just realize that...

How brave a woman is...

This time,

I feel really satisfied...

Because I assist doctor to do things...

Rather than just stand aside and observe only...

but I really feel that I am helping doctor...

Just a feeling that i can help doctor and also the mother...

Feel like I am quite "useful" when inside labour room...

wakakakakakakaka^^

Mum...

I really appreciate you...

Because you give me life...

Let me come to this world...

Love me without counting at all...

I promise...

I will take care of you...

I will never ever to leave you alone...

I will LOVE you more than myself and also my future husband...

**PS to the guy that make my pregnant in future....

YOU BETTER TREAT ME GOOD!!!

Special Day ^^

Today is a special day for me...

WHY ???

* Before going to OT room *

Cox I went for OT for observing doctor do the ceasarean ...

Now i just realize that how grandeur a mother is...

Mum

I really love u~~~

Muakss...

* When out from OT room *

Ceasarean take about 1 hour to finish~~~

Start : 0827

Finish : 0936

* My OT suit *

Nice???

But I am a normal deliver baby... ( not through ceasarean )

Heard from my friend that

Normal deliver is more painful than ceasarean

is it ???

I' m wondering~~~

Hope I can have a chance that can observe normal delivery as well...

^^

Oh ya...

I think that I'm really quite well in handling a baby~~~

* If compare to other colleague *

wakakakaka~~~

May be this is because of I have been take care of 8 nephew & niece before...

So, I really believe that practice make perfect~~~

* See, this naughty baby boy never cry when in my hug *

This week i had been posted to Maternity Hospital Penang Island

In this antenatal ward

I really saw a lot of case...

With happiness, blessed

and also with contrition

A 17 - years old Malay girl...

She get pregnant

But

She not yet marry

The baby don't have father

Past 2 days

I never saw the guy that make her pregnant come to visit her even once

I really feel sad and pity for her

So young

But

Need carry a burden by herself

How irresponsible the guy is !!!

A 18 - years old Chinese girl

She is more lucky than the Malay girl

She also having premarriage sex

and thus get pregnant

But

The guy willing to take the responsibility

Marry the girl

Give the baby a complete family...

Not only these story

I still got some more story~~~

Now i really believe that

Facebook also can link 2 different people from different country to be married

A Chinese girl from Malaysia

A Muslim boy from Iran

They get married

But also because of the girl get pregnant

And the baby girl kinda cute and pretty

I hope that each baby come to this world is with

full of bless

happy family

lovely parents

&

healthiness in physical and mental

May God bless you all

^^

Practicing my self write blog with International Language--> ENGLISH

Just suddenly feel like want to practice my English by writing blog...

Hope this can improve my English somehow... ><'''

Yesterday i fall slept at 6pm,

and this make me wake up so early in the morning...

OMG!!!

Now only 2.58am...

But i don't have any sleeping mood....

==

So,

I just on my laptop...

&

Waste my time here...

Alright...

I know i have poor English...

Nevermind...

I will try my best to improve my English~~~

Gambateh^^

就是想诉说一些事。。。

OMG...

久违的伤风感冒又来找我了。。。

呜呜呜呜呜。。。

可以不要这么残忍对我吗？

明天我得进产房看伟大的妈妈生孩子呢。。。

如果把病菌带给刚出世的宝宝就不好料。。。><

所以，老天啊。。。

让那些可恶的病菌统统远离我吧。。。

拜托拜托~~~

其实，

我想问。。。

是不是每个人的成功都要踩在别人的失败上，

才能一步一步的往上爬？

如果是这样，

我宁愿不要成功。。。

真的。。。

不要觉得我虚伪。。。

因为我也有被人踩过，

那滋味不好受。。。

你往往要赢过我，

你往往要把我比下去，

你往往要比我强。。。

你为的是什么？

向我证明我是错的吗？

如果你要赢我，

那就请自便。。。

告诉你，

我不在乎。。。

So What ~~~

:-P

你，

要回自己原来的圈子了吗？

我要恭喜你。。。

你终于如愿以偿。。。

改变了自己，

回到自己原有的朋友身边。。。

对不起，

原谅我并不是你圈圈里的人。。。

你能用RM700++来买一架手表。。。

我真的不舍得啊。。。

祝你好运~~~

其实想问，

我真的不好吗？

你们有必要在我背后窃窃私语吗？

但，

我可以要求你们一件事吗？

当你们想讲我坏话的时候，

可以不要在我听得到范围讲吗？

那感觉真的不好受。。。

当如果从别人口中得知，

我或许没有那么讨厌，

但，

如果是我亲耳听到，

我也只能告诉你，

对不起，

你并不是我圈圈内的。。。

请你退出我的圈圈，

谢谢~~~

Aligator Gozaimas ^^

最近，

我又再印证了一件事。。。

无论是谁，

他们都会有骗你、利用你的潜质。。。

唯一不会摆你上台的，

就只有我那老妈。。。

在这世界上，

对你最好的，

莫过于生你养你的父母。。。

我，

已经没有了老爸，

所以，

我一定会照顾好我的老妈。。。

2013，

I wish u can come fast...

有时候。。。

有时候，

不懂自己怎么了，

觉得很累、很倦、很不舒服。。。

有时候，

真的觉得自己很没有用，

一点点小事就流泪不停。。

有时候，

总觉得全世界的人都欠了我，

觉得他们不该这样对我。。。

有时候，

就是会胡思乱想，

想一些永远都不会发生的事。。。

有时候，

想一个人静静地坐在那里，

望着蓝蓝天空，

享受不被打扰的宁静。。。

有时候，

想向大海大大声喊出，

我所有的委屈。。。

有时候，

就是想一个人看着感动的连续剧，

看完再大哭一场。。。

有时候，

会戴上耳机，

用音乐把自己和外界隔离。。。

有时候，

会自怨自艾，

会怨天尤人，

但是都身不由己。。。

有时候，

不想和任何人沟通讲话，

就是想自己一个倒头就睡。。。

有时候，

想痛痛快快地大吃一餐，

慰劳自己经历过的精疲力尽。。。

有时候，

真的想找个宽阔的臂膀给我依靠，

让疲惫的身心能舒缓一些。。。

有时候，

想找人诉说心事，

却不知要跟谁说，

从何说起。。。

有时候,

想丢下所有的包袱，

离开这个国度。。。

有时候。。。

真的只是有时候。。。