What a tiring day....

I know...

I know that our secret garden will be dismiss soon...

Is my fault?

Yup...

MAY BE IS MY FAULT~~~

But,

What can i do？

I can do nothing...

^^

Just telling my self the TRUTH...

The TRUTH is,

Not one by my side is treat me sincerely...

Everyone are wearing mask...

A mask that can totally cover their own face & attitude...

It' s OKAY...

I will bear all these...

I know I can be brave...

I believe I can do it !!!

Actually i really want to find friend that can so close with me...

Close till don't have any secret...

But i confirm that,

I can't find here...

I can't find another LILY WONG ING ING in my life again...

* My dear Ing Ing, miss you much ^<^ *

Yesterday night I had burn mid night oil just to study my Medical - Surgical 2,

* My note for my revision *

It is because of I had this subject final exam on this morning...

Really whole night din sleep ,

And also gossip with Joreen a lot...

Now i realize that,

Reality is really cruel...

If you don't have any valuable for people,

They will just throw you away...

Haiz...

Talk about my Medical - Surgical Nursing final exam...

Really not confident to do...

Add on,

I missed up so many points....

But past mean past...

It never will turn back time again...

Just like our friendship...

So,

After the exam,

Me, Beng, Loo Yee, Junya, and Kim Pei

go to Little Cottage for having our lunch...

May be i try to treat myself a better meal after whole night studying of Med- Surg 2...

=='''

Sincerely...

The dishes there really nice...

I like it very much...

May be next time go with you, dear...

^^

* My meal today : Black Pepper Chicken *

Yummy yummy....

^^

After lunch,

I go back home and take shower...

After that,

I need hurry to go to GIANT for working...

I also don't know why I will go to work during this holiday...

Actually I plan to have a trip with my secret garden...

But, she prefer to go trip with her own friends,

So,

never mind...

I go and find my own activity then...

Believe that I will fill my Raya holiday with all the activity and,

Through this,

I hope I can reduce my feeling of missing home during this holidays~~~

The main reason that I don't want alone at home...

T.T

It' s time to sleep...

Good night, everyone....

Have a sweet dream...

^^